Ok I am a slow learner yeah it takes about 5 times to get some things into my head some things more then others some things are worse then others now call me a stupid retarded moronic imbecile if you like but I am who I am and I proud of who I am as are many others and why hate on me cause of it I do my best and if that aint enough go to hell I got many qualitys and some people just dont understand that I am slow and I will try to work on that but with me I am below average in human intelligence in some areas I am better how much better depends on a what it is I do know that some people really truly understand me and think I am the greatest so if you dont like me you dont know me basically. Cause I am sensitive caring passionate about being nice I love being friendly to others I like to have fun I wish everyone would be nicer and more respectful more caring and stop being so inconsiderate I try to be nice I want to be known as a nice guy even if some people are rude to me I still want to be nice back its just who I am I see so many things that are sad in this world and so I just want to treat others as nicely as I can and hope just maybe some day people will follow this path some day people will treat me the same way back is that so much to ask? Being nice is my passion but after a while of attitude sure I will do something about it or if I feel I am being used I will do something about it what I dont know I dont think I am perfect but I do think people should try to be nice as possible to everyone until they have a good reason not to be nice to a certain person if they are nice to u be just as nice back and maybe a little more the world would be so much better if people would be more nicer and friendlier I dont mean kissing everyones ass but needless snobby comments for something that sounds different why be rude or snotty  when they havent done anything mean to you if you have a bad day go my yourself if you wont want to talk be dont use a tone just say I want to be alone its not u its me Im just tired but maybe I will see you around another time what is it because someone looks weird? So they are all of a sudden a loser? Oh fuck off grow up cause some people do dumb things? Sorry some people cant live up to others standards despite their age I mean I have seen people be rude and when I asked why they say I dont know I cant say enough how sick at makes me. I mean I am like almost to the point where I think that being mean at any time is wrong and its not hard at all to be nice and it so rewarding some people really understand and respect it and if you think dam I am being nice to people just to be nice shit ya know Im a pretty nice person and some people who are like this also I mean if you can meet someone like this it will be so rewarding but I mean sometimes the anger touch is good to get things into peoples heads like work or with a problem where people insult themselves yes that helps then be nice after let them know u are jus tryin to help and you can keep it short and still be nice just how you say things and what you say after lifes too short to be angry and rude all the time and being nice will get you so much farther in life and you dont even have to brag just know inside really get a passion for it and even if you got a reason to be mean dont be still be nice until the person is truly mean and if they apologise try to forgive them